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PRESENT DAY // PRESENT TIME

by Becko

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kaelhazen Having not been the biggest Becko fan, I was quite skeptical pof how much of this album I would actually enjoy. Until the day I decided to check out the debut single, "HOME", from there I was immediately hooked. And I'm proud to say that aside from F33L_NTHNG and LOW-KEY GUY, I enjoy every single song on this album. Favorite track: SEE YOU SPACE COWBOY... (feat. SubTrailss).
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1.
PRESENT DAY // PRESENT TIME 01:25
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Present day, Present time
2.
F33L_NTHNG 02:03
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Tell me just a little more Bother me and I won't go Feed my oblivion Let me feel so miserable I don't fuckin' care at all Your vision above me Hate me, I'm your criminal Love me, yeah, it's mutual I feel the void My mind is in overdrive Dopamine is saying goodbye And I'm feeling nothing I've tried to feel ok I've tried to watch your eyes laying I've tried but I don't care I'm now lost in oblivion This sensation falls over me Got a hole And I Feel nothing I've tried I've tried I'm now lost in oblivion
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HYPNOTIZED (feat. A.I.KA00) 02:50
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I watch myself bleed Standing outside my body I couldn't realize if I'm alive I can't feel my skin This lucid dream is hypnotizing me, I cannot leave my mind I breathe so deeply There's no chance to leave this place I'm feeling like I'm paralyzed I feel the panic Floating on the surface of myself, I'm feeling hypnotized Hypnotized (hypnotized) Hypnotized (hypnotized) Hypnotized (hypnotized) I'm feeling hypnotized Hypnotized (hypnotized) Hypnotized (hypnotized) Hypnotized (hypnotized) I'm feeling hypnotized Am I fallin' asleep? Is there something I can do To wake myself from what I hide If I'll fly, I'll go deep Deep inside my unconscious 'Fore realizing I'm still alive And I breathe so deeply There's no chance to leave this place I'm feeling like I'm paralyzed I feel no panic Floating on the surface of myself, I'm feeling hypnotized Hypnotized (hypnotized) Hypnotized (hypnotized) Hypnotized (hypnotized) I'm feeling hypnotized Hypnotized (hypnotized) Hypnotized (hypnotized) Hypnotized (hypnotized) I'm feeling hypnotized I watch myself bleed I can't feel my skin I'm feeling hypnotized Hypnotized (hypnotized) Hypnotized (hypnotized) Hypnotized (hypnotized) I'm feeling hypnotized Hypnotized (hypnotized) Hypnotized (hypnotized) Hypnotized (hypnotized) I'm feeling hypnotized Hypnotized (hypnotized) Hypnotized (hypnotized) Hypnotized (hypnotized) I'm feeling hypnotized Hypnotized (hypnotized) Hypnotized (hypnotized) Hypnotized (hypnotized) I'm feeling hypnotized
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GET BE++ER 02:57
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(Try to get better, try to get better) (Try to get better, try to break the silence) (Try to get better, try to get better) (Try to get better, try to break the silence) I feel low But I've promised to my future self so much more I'm not sure How to find the light inside But maybe you can help somehow I know you know me Can we escape from this? I know you help me There's a voice inside my head that constantly says Get better, get Get better Get better, get Let me sing for this Get better, get Get better Get better, get Let me sing for this (Try to get better, try to get better) (Try to get better, try to break the silence) (Try to get better, try to get better) (Try to get better, try to break the silence) In my core The vision of my consciousness Opened up the doors I've seen you A fractal in the blackest hole It brought me here I know you know me Can we escape from this? I know you help me There's a voice inside my head that constantly says Get better, get Get better Get better, get Let me sing for this Get better, get Get better Get better, get Let me sing for this (Try to get better, try to get better) (Try to get better, try to break the silence) (Try to get better, try to get better) (Try to get better, try to break the silence) I'm not sure if I'm living a déjà vu I'm not sure if it's me or literally you I'm not sure if I'm living a déjà vu There's a voice in my head that constantly says Says That constantly says That constantly says Get better Get better Get better Get better Get better, get Get better Get better, get Let me sing for this Get better, get Get better Get better, get Let me sing for this Get better, get Get better Get better, get Let me sing for this Get better, get Get better Get better, get Let me sing for this (Try to get better, try to get better) (Try to get better, try to break the silence) (Try to get better, try to get better) (Try to get better, try to break the silence) (Try to get better, try to get better) (Try to get better, try to break the silence)
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HOME 02:41
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This year I've spent so much time Watchin' through the mirror I'm glad to be here to say It's still black Black matter in my soul Got a hole but I don't matter I'm just a speck of dust But I'm gonna hit the sun Every turn I take Every path I make Every road leads back To where I belong And I can see When I'm on my own It's the place I can call home My mind creates a new world and it's so disordered I've proclaimed myself king and pope D I D we are in 3 but we getting along well I'm glad to be the leader of the wolfpack Every turn I take Every path I make Every road leads back To where I belong And I can see When I'm on my own It's the place I can call home Every turn I take Every path I make Every road leads back To where I belong And I can see When I'm on my own It's the place I can call home D I D we are in 3 but we getting along well I'm glad to be the leader of the wolfpack Every turn I take Every path I make Every road leads back To where I belong And I can see When I'm on my own It's the place I can call home Every turn I take Every path I make Every road leads back To where I belong And I can see When I'm on my own It's the place I can call home
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FOLLOW THE WHITE R@BBIT (feat. Hoshikuma Minami of DEATHNYANN) 03:18
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I am in the dark I'm in the light I am the future you feel in your eyes I am the storm I'm in your mind I am the shadow you see when you're blind I'ma floating I'ma floating Get ready to receive me, I'm comin' over I'ma floating I'ma floating Get ready to become myself, I'm comin' over ね だれ 裏切った 「Hey, who did you betray?」 走れなかった 「I couldn't run」 僕らの未 来 は 途方に 「Our future is at a loss」 黒に塗れた 「Painted black」 光閉ざした 「And closed to light」 神様 消えた 「God is gone」 The way I used to be is changing Cuz I lift my self above God And I'm not scared to be alone Anymore, anymore Cuz the darkness will lead me 危険な行為 行きなさい 「Dangerous behavior; go now」 未だ 警戒 滅べ 世界 「I'm still on guard; destroy the world」 息の無い 屍 貪り 喰らい東京の裏 「A dead body is devoured in an alley in Tokyo」 I'ma broken I'ma broken 見えない世界を網羅 「Conquer the invisible world」 ね だれ 裏切った 「Hey, who did you betray?」 走れなかった 「I couldn't run」 僕らの未 来 は 途方に 「Our future is at a loss」 黒に塗れた 「Painted black」 光閉ざした 「And closed to light」 神様 消えた 「God is gone」 Follow the White Rabbit I guess the darkness is どんな正解よりも黒く透明で 「The truth seems blacker and more transparent than any answer」 I'll take you to paradise 朽ち果てた 遠い あの場所 「I'll take you to that rotten faraway place」 The way I used to be is changing Cuz I lift my self above God And I'm not scared to be alone Anymore, anymore Cuz the darkness will lead me now ね だれ 裏切った 「Hey, who did you betray?」 走れなかった 「I couldn't run」 僕らの未 来 は 途方に 「Our future is at a loss」 黒に塗れた 「Painted black」 光閉ざした 「And closed to light」 神様 消えた 「God is gone」
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LOW-KEY GUY 01:49
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I’m bored when I go out Then I'm always bored when I get home Even when I sleep and I wake up I’m a low-key guy I’m a low-key guy, yeah I’m bored when I go out Then I'm always bored when I get home Even when I sleep and I wake up I’m a low-key guy I’m a low-key guy, yeah You just try to drink my cup of tea I don’t want disturb myself Every time I fall asleep I see what I face it Now I can understand You already start with shit I don’t give a shit Bring me back to fight Here is where my spirit dies Then I realize it's a fight against myself I’m bored when I go out Then I'm always bored when I get home Even when I sleep and I wake up I’m a low-key guy I’m a low-key guy, yeah Bored when I go out Then I'm always bored when I get home Even when I sleep and I wake up I’m a low-key guy I’m a low-key guy, yeah
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REB00T MYSELF (feat. Tired Violence) 03:04
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I've tried to fix my problem I've tried it on and on I've tried to feel ok But everything I know was wrong And all I want is progress My mind accepting my thoughts And all I can do is try to understand we are more than one Broken down again I'll try to fix myself until I get replaced Give me time to mend I'm using all I have so nothing's left to waste I need to shut this down and reboot myself Delete the errors in the way that I have felt So I'll defrag and I'll decompress Then I'll finally lay claim to whatever might be left Broken down again I'll try to fix myself until I get replaced Give me time to mend I'm using all I have so nothing's left to waste Scared of how it ends I know what's in your plans but I can still pretend Watch the rust progress And just accept the fate that I cannot escape (I cannot escape) (I cannot) Broken down again I'll try to fix myself until I get replaced Give me time to mend I'm using all I have so nothing's left to waste
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EAT ME, DRINK ME! 03:20
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I’m tired, tired to go under I’m sick, sick of this brain I can’t see what I’m into My eyes turning grey I thought it was just a nightmare But I'm dying everyday My dreams are goin' to shatter If I can’t stop what I feel I will find my hunter I will stop this war It’s time, now or never I will run no more THEY EAT ME ALIVE Sicken just a little Knowing all my demons I'VE LOST MY MIND Pushing in the inner THEY BITE MY HEAD EATING ME ALIVE Sicken just a little Knowing all my demons I'VE LOST MY MIND Pushing in the inner BITING ME AGAIN AND AGAIN I’m lying in the dark My demons made their mark They hold me in my nightmares I can’t go deep no more I will find my hunter I will stop this war It’s time, now or never I will run no more THEY EAT ME ALIVE Sicken just a little Knowing all my demons I'VE LOST MY MIND Pushing in the inner THEY BITE MY HEAD EATING ME ALIVE Sicken just a little Knowing all my demons I'VE LOST MY MIND Pushing in the inner BITING ME AGAIN AND AGAIN Eat me, drink me Eat me, drink me Eat me, drink me I will destroy everything from you I will hunt you in my dreams In this never-ending war Infected with the feelings Infected by the blood THEY EAT ME ALIVE Sicken just a little Knowing all my demons I'VE LOST MY MIND Pushing in the inner THEY BITE MY HEAD EATING ME ALIVE Sicken just a little Knowing all my demons I'VE LOST MY MIND Pushing in the inner BITING ME AGAIN AND AGAIN
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OPEN YOUR EYES 03:05
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Hide your face forever Dream and search forever Have you ever been for sale? When your isms get smart Oh so selfish and mindless With that comment in your eye Do you think that you are hard? Really harder than the other Man you're acting cold If you are not in charge Don't split your mentality Without thinking twice Your voice got no reason Now's the time to face your lies Open your eyes, open your mind Proud like a god, don't pretend to be blind Trapped in yourself, break out instead Beat the machine that works in your head Will you offer me some tricks If I ever need them? Would you go into that room If I call 'em Do you think that you are better Really better than the rest? You realize there's a problem I know that you can give your best Have you ever had a dream Or is life just a trip? A trip without chances A chance to grow up quick Open your eyes, open your mind Proud like a god, don't pretend to be blind Trapped in yourself, break out instead Beat the machine that works in your head Hide your face forever Dream and search forever Night and night you feel nothing There's no way outside of my land Open your eyes, open your mind Proud like a god, don't pretend to be blind Trapped in yourself, break out instead Beat the machine that works in your head Open your eyes, open your mind Proud like a god, don't pretend to be blind Trapped in yourself, break out instead Beat the machine that works in your head
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LOSTBOI 03:24
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Lost boy, lost boy Lost boy, lost boy I'm a lost boy Searchin' for a place to be safe and I'm a lost boy Everything is fake you can see it I'm a lost boy Fighting for a place I can breathe in I'm a lost boy, I'm a lost boy I'm a lost boy Keepin' all my dreams like my secrets I'm a lost boy Everything is dead you can see it I'm a lost boy I am just a guy with a vision I'm a lost boy, I'm a lost boy I'm a fuckin' lost boy, lost boy Living in the saddest world Lost boy, lost boy Living in a dirty world Lost boy, lost boy I'm a lost boy, I'm a lost boy I'm a fuckin' lost boy, lost boy Living in the saddest world Lost boy, lost boy Living in a dirty world Lost boy, lost boy I'm a lost boy, I'm a lost boy I'm a lost boy Learnin' from my shadow I am leaving I'm a lost boy Everything is fake you can see it I'm a lost boy Fighting for a place I can breathe it I'm a lost boy, I'm a lost boy I'm a lost a boy Keepin' all my dreams like my secrets I'm a lost a boy Everything is dead you can see it I'm a lost boy I'm just a guy with a vision I'm a lost boy I'm a fuckin' lost boy, lost boy Living in the saddest world Lost boy, lost boy Living in a dirty world Lost boy, lost boy I'm a lost boy, I'm a lost boy I'm a fuckin' lost boy, lost boy Living in the saddest world Lost boy, lost boy Living in a dirty world Lost boy, lost boy I'm a lost boy, I'm a lost boy Lost boy, lost boy Lost boy, lost boy Lost boy, lost boy I'm a fuckin' lost boy, lost boy Living in the saddest world Lost boy, lost boy Living in a dirty world Lost boy, lost boy I'm a lost boy, I'm a lost boy
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SEE YOU SPACE COWBOY... (feat. SubTrailss) 03:17
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Am I still dreaming or am I trapped in my past? I feel my bones and they turn into dust Wandering among stars and galaxies Finding something I have lost in memories I'm just waiting for a new life to set me free I'm going to find out if I am alive In this endless nightmare, you already killed me once But now I know I'll be free when I wake up We escape through this gate Pretending to overcome this fate Floating through the space, I'll watch myself die another time Floating through the space, I'll watch into myself Floating through the space, I'll watch myself die another time Floating through the space, I'll watch into myself Did you know my soul is deep as a blackhole I almost lost my humanity And becoming half machine While I’m leaving all I got for discovering Realizing all I miss is in front of me I just wanna dream and last for eternity For eternity We escape through this gate Pretending to overcome this fate Floating through the space, I'll watch myself die another time Floating through the space, I'll watch into myself Floating through the space, I'll watch myself die another time Floating through the space, I'll watch into myself In this endless nightmare, you already killed me once But now I know I'll be free when I wake up

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released April 21, 2023

Written by Marco Calanca
Published by FiXT Music
Mixed, Mastered, and Produced by Becko
Cover Art by Cory Todd

"F33L_NTHNG", "HYPNOTIZED", "HOME", "LOW-KEY GUY", "LOSTBOI" "SEE YOU SPACE COWBOY..."
Additional Production by Rhen

"REB00T MYSELF"
Written by Marco Calanca and Tyler Morris
Published by FiXT Music and FiXT Entertainment
Mixed and Mastered by Rhen

"EAT ME, DRINK ME!"
Written by Marco Calanca
Published by FiXT Music
Mixed, Mastered, and Produced by Becko
Additional Production by Latta and Rhen

"OPEN YOUR EYES"
Written by Sandra Nasic, Dennis Poschwatta, Henning Ruemenapp, and Stefan Ude
Published by EMI Songs Musikverlag
Mixed, Mastered, and Produced by Becko
Additional Production by Rhen

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Rising from the ashes of post hardcore band Hopes Die Last, Italian multi-genre producer, musician and vocalist Marco Calanca created Becko as a solo project, uniting influences of EDM, Hip-Hop, Industrial and Emo-Rock.

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