1. |
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Present day, Present time
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2. |
F33L_NTHNG
02:03
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Tell me just a little more
Bother me and I won't go
Feed my oblivion
Let me feel so miserable
I don't fuckin' care at all
Your vision above me
Hate me, I'm your criminal
Love me, yeah, it's mutual
I feel the void
My mind is in overdrive
Dopamine is saying goodbye
And I'm feeling nothing
I've tried to feel ok
I've tried to watch your eyes laying
I've tried but I don't care
I'm now lost in oblivion
This sensation falls over me
Got a hole
And I
Feel nothing
I've tried
I've tried
I'm now lost in oblivion
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3. |
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I watch myself bleed
Standing outside my body
I couldn't realize if I'm alive
I can't feel my skin
This lucid dream is hypnotizing me, I cannot leave my mind
I breathe so deeply
There's no chance to leave this place
I'm feeling like I'm paralyzed
I feel the panic
Floating on the surface of myself, I'm feeling hypnotized
Hypnotized (hypnotized)
Hypnotized (hypnotized)
Hypnotized (hypnotized)
I'm feeling hypnotized
Hypnotized (hypnotized)
Hypnotized (hypnotized)
Hypnotized (hypnotized)
I'm feeling hypnotized
Am I fallin' asleep?
Is there something I can do
To wake myself from what I hide
If I'll fly, I'll go deep
Deep inside my unconscious
'Fore realizing I'm still alive
And I breathe so deeply
There's no chance to leave this place
I'm feeling like I'm paralyzed
I feel no panic
Floating on the surface of myself, I'm feeling hypnotized
Hypnotized (hypnotized)
Hypnotized (hypnotized)
Hypnotized (hypnotized)
I'm feeling hypnotized
Hypnotized (hypnotized)
Hypnotized (hypnotized)
Hypnotized (hypnotized)
I'm feeling hypnotized
I watch myself bleed
I can't feel my skin
I'm feeling hypnotized
Hypnotized (hypnotized)
Hypnotized (hypnotized)
Hypnotized (hypnotized)
I'm feeling hypnotized
Hypnotized (hypnotized)
Hypnotized (hypnotized)
Hypnotized (hypnotized)
I'm feeling hypnotized
Hypnotized (hypnotized)
Hypnotized (hypnotized)
Hypnotized (hypnotized)
I'm feeling hypnotized
Hypnotized (hypnotized)
Hypnotized (hypnotized)
Hypnotized (hypnotized)
I'm feeling hypnotized
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4. |
GET BE++ER
02:57
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(Try to get better, try to get better)
(Try to get better, try to break the silence)
(Try to get better, try to get better)
(Try to get better, try to break the silence)
I feel low
But I've promised to my future self so much more
I'm not sure
How to find the light inside
But maybe you can help somehow
I know you know me
Can we escape from this?
I know you help me
There's a voice inside my head that constantly says
Get better, get
Get better
Get better, get
Let me sing for this
Get better, get
Get better
Get better, get
Let me sing for this
(Try to get better, try to get better)
(Try to get better, try to break the silence)
(Try to get better, try to get better)
(Try to get better, try to break the silence)
In my core
The vision of my consciousness
Opened up the doors
I've seen you
A fractal in the blackest hole
It brought me here
I know you know me
Can we escape from this?
I know you help me
There's a voice inside my head that constantly says
Get better, get
Get better
Get better, get
Let me sing for this
Get better, get
Get better
Get better, get
Let me sing for this
(Try to get better, try to get better)
(Try to get better, try to break the silence)
(Try to get better, try to get better)
(Try to get better, try to break the silence)
I'm not sure if I'm living a déjà vu
I'm not sure if it's me or literally you
I'm not sure if I'm living a déjà vu
There's a voice in my head that constantly says
Says
That constantly says
That constantly says
Get better
Get better
Get better
Get better
Get better, get
Get better
Get better, get
Let me sing for this
Get better, get
Get better
Get better, get
Let me sing for this
Get better, get
Get better
Get better, get
Let me sing for this
Get better, get
Get better
Get better, get
Let me sing for this
(Try to get better, try to get better)
(Try to get better, try to break the silence)
(Try to get better, try to get better)
(Try to get better, try to break the silence)
(Try to get better, try to get better)
(Try to get better, try to break the silence)
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5. |
HOME
02:41
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This year I've spent so much time
Watchin' through the mirror
I'm glad to be here to say
It's still black
Black matter in my soul
Got a hole but I don't matter
I'm just a speck of dust
But I'm gonna hit the sun
Every turn I take
Every path I make
Every road leads back
To where I belong
And I can see
When I'm on my own
It's the place I can call home
My mind creates a new world and it's so disordered
I've proclaimed myself king and pope
D I D we are in 3 but we getting along well
I'm glad to be the leader of the wolfpack
Every turn I take
Every path I make
Every road leads back
To where I belong
And I can see
When I'm on my own
It's the place I can call home
Every turn I take
Every path I make
Every road leads back
To where I belong
And I can see
When I'm on my own
It's the place I can call home
D I D we are in 3 but we getting along well
I'm glad to be the leader of the wolfpack
Every turn I take
Every path I make
Every road leads back
To where I belong
And I can see
When I'm on my own
It's the place I can call home
Every turn I take
Every path I make
Every road leads back
To where I belong
And I can see
When I'm on my own
It's the place I can call home
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6. |
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I am in the dark
I'm in the light
I am the future you feel in your eyes
I am the storm
I'm in your mind
I am the shadow you see when you're blind
I'ma floating
I'ma floating
Get ready to receive me, I'm comin' over
I'ma floating
I'ma floating
Get ready to become myself, I'm comin' over
ね だれ 裏切った 「Hey, who did you betray?」
走れなかった 「I couldn't run」
僕らの未 来 は 途方に 「Our future is at a loss」
黒に塗れた 「Painted black」
光閉ざした 「And closed to light」
神様 消えた 「God is gone」
The way I used to be is changing
Cuz I lift my self above God
And I'm not scared to be alone
Anymore, anymore
Cuz the darkness will lead me
危険な行為 行きなさい 「Dangerous behavior; go now」
未だ 警戒 滅べ 世界 「I'm still on guard; destroy the world」
息の無い 屍 貪り 喰らい東京の裏 「A dead body is devoured in an alley in Tokyo」
I'ma broken
I'ma broken
見えない世界を網羅 「Conquer the invisible world」
ね だれ 裏切った 「Hey, who did you betray?」
走れなかった 「I couldn't run」
僕らの未 来 は 途方に 「Our future is at a loss」
黒に塗れた 「Painted black」
光閉ざした 「And closed to light」
神様 消えた 「God is gone」
Follow the White Rabbit
I guess the darkness is
どんな正解よりも黒く透明で 「The truth seems blacker and more transparent than any answer」
I'll take you to paradise
朽ち果てた 遠い あの場所 「I'll take you to that rotten faraway place」
The way I used to be is changing
Cuz I lift my self above God
And I'm not scared to be alone
Anymore, anymore
Cuz the darkness will lead me now
ね だれ 裏切った 「Hey, who did you betray?」
走れなかった 「I couldn't run」
僕らの未 来 は 途方に 「Our future is at a loss」
黒に塗れた 「Painted black」
光閉ざした 「And closed to light」
神様 消えた 「God is gone」
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7. |
LOW-KEY GUY
01:49
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I’m bored when I go out
Then I'm always bored when I get home
Even when I sleep and I wake up
I’m a low-key guy
I’m a low-key guy, yeah
I’m bored when I go out
Then I'm always bored when I get home
Even when I sleep and I wake up
I’m a low-key guy
I’m a low-key guy, yeah
You just try to drink my cup of tea
I don’t want disturb myself
Every time I fall asleep
I see what I face it
Now I can understand
You already start with shit
I don’t give a shit
Bring me back to fight
Here is where my spirit dies
Then I realize it's a fight against myself
I’m bored when I go out
Then I'm always bored when I get home
Even when I sleep and I wake up
I’m a low-key guy
I’m a low-key guy, yeah
Bored when I go out
Then I'm always bored when I get home
Even when I sleep and I wake up
I’m a low-key guy
I’m a low-key guy, yeah
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I've tried to fix my problem
I've tried it on and on
I've tried to feel ok
But everything I know was wrong
And all I want is progress
My mind accepting my thoughts
And all I can do is try to understand we are more than one
Broken down again
I'll try to fix myself until I get replaced
Give me time to mend
I'm using all I have so nothing's left to waste
I need to shut this down and reboot myself
Delete the errors in the way that I have felt
So I'll defrag and I'll decompress
Then I'll finally lay claim to whatever might be left
Broken down again
I'll try to fix myself until I get replaced
Give me time to mend
I'm using all I have so nothing's left to waste
Scared of how it ends
I know what's in your plans but I can still pretend
Watch the rust progress
And just accept the fate that I cannot escape
(I cannot escape)
(I cannot)
Broken down again
I'll try to fix myself until I get replaced
Give me time to mend
I'm using all I have so nothing's left to waste
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9. |
EAT ME, DRINK ME!
03:20
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I’m tired, tired to go under
I’m sick, sick of this brain
I can’t see what I’m into
My eyes turning grey
I thought it was just a nightmare
But I'm dying everyday
My dreams are goin' to shatter
If I can’t stop what I feel
I will find my hunter
I will stop this war
It’s time, now or never
I will run no more
THEY EAT ME ALIVE
Sicken just a little
Knowing all my demons
I'VE LOST MY MIND
Pushing in the inner
THEY BITE MY HEAD
EATING ME ALIVE
Sicken just a little
Knowing all my demons
I'VE LOST MY MIND
Pushing in the inner
BITING ME AGAIN AND AGAIN
I’m lying in the dark
My demons made their mark
They hold me in my nightmares
I can’t go deep no more
I will find my hunter
I will stop this war
It’s time, now or never
I will run no more
THEY EAT ME ALIVE
Sicken just a little
Knowing all my demons
I'VE LOST MY MIND
Pushing in the inner
THEY BITE MY HEAD
EATING ME ALIVE
Sicken just a little
Knowing all my demons
I'VE LOST MY MIND
Pushing in the inner
BITING ME AGAIN AND AGAIN
Eat me, drink me
Eat me, drink me
Eat me, drink me
I will destroy everything from you
I will hunt you in my dreams
In this never-ending war
Infected with the feelings
Infected by the blood
THEY EAT ME ALIVE
Sicken just a little
Knowing all my demons
I'VE LOST MY MIND
Pushing in the inner
THEY BITE MY HEAD
EATING ME ALIVE
Sicken just a little
Knowing all my demons
I'VE LOST MY MIND
Pushing in the inner
BITING ME AGAIN AND AGAIN
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10. |
OPEN YOUR EYES
03:05
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Hide your face forever
Dream and search forever
Have you ever been for sale?
When your isms get smart
Oh so selfish and mindless
With that comment in your eye
Do you think that you are hard?
Really harder than the other
Man you're acting cold
If you are not in charge
Don't split your mentality
Without thinking twice
Your voice got no reason
Now's the time to face your lies
Open your eyes, open your mind
Proud like a god, don't pretend to be blind
Trapped in yourself, break out instead
Beat the machine that works in your head
Will you offer me some tricks
If I ever need them?
Would you go into that room
If I call 'em
Do you think that you are better
Really better than the rest?
You realize there's a problem
I know that you can give your best
Have you ever had a dream
Or is life just a trip?
A trip without chances
A chance to grow up quick
Open your eyes, open your mind
Proud like a god, don't pretend to be blind
Trapped in yourself, break out instead
Beat the machine that works in your head
Hide your face forever
Dream and search forever
Night and night you feel nothing
There's no way outside of my land
Open your eyes, open your mind
Proud like a god, don't pretend to be blind
Trapped in yourself, break out instead
Beat the machine that works in your head
Open your eyes, open your mind
Proud like a god, don't pretend to be blind
Trapped in yourself, break out instead
Beat the machine that works in your head
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11. |
LOSTBOI
03:24
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Lost boy, lost boy
Lost boy, lost boy
I'm a lost boy
Searchin' for a place to be safe and
I'm a lost boy
Everything is fake you can see it
I'm a lost boy
Fighting for a place I can breathe in
I'm a lost boy, I'm a lost boy
I'm a lost boy
Keepin' all my dreams like my secrets
I'm a lost boy
Everything is dead you can see it
I'm a lost boy
I am just a guy with a vision
I'm a lost boy, I'm a lost boy
I'm a fuckin' lost boy, lost boy
Living in the saddest world
Lost boy, lost boy
Living in a dirty world
Lost boy, lost boy
I'm a lost boy, I'm a lost boy
I'm a fuckin' lost boy, lost boy
Living in the saddest world
Lost boy, lost boy
Living in a dirty world
Lost boy, lost boy
I'm a lost boy, I'm a lost boy
I'm a lost boy
Learnin' from my shadow I am leaving
I'm a lost boy
Everything is fake you can see it
I'm a lost boy
Fighting for a place I can breathe it
I'm a lost boy, I'm a lost boy
I'm a lost a boy
Keepin' all my dreams like my secrets
I'm a lost a boy
Everything is dead you can see it
I'm a lost boy
I'm just a guy with a vision
I'm a lost boy
I'm a fuckin' lost boy, lost boy
Living in the saddest world
Lost boy, lost boy
Living in a dirty world
Lost boy, lost boy
I'm a lost boy, I'm a lost boy
I'm a fuckin' lost boy, lost boy
Living in the saddest world
Lost boy, lost boy
Living in a dirty world
Lost boy, lost boy
I'm a lost boy, I'm a lost boy
Lost boy, lost boy
Lost boy, lost boy
Lost boy, lost boy
I'm a fuckin' lost boy, lost boy
Living in the saddest world
Lost boy, lost boy
Living in a dirty world
Lost boy, lost boy
I'm a lost boy, I'm a lost boy
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12. |
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Am I still dreaming or am I trapped in my past?
I feel my bones and they turn into dust
Wandering among stars and galaxies
Finding something I have lost in memories
I'm just waiting for a new life to set me free
I'm going to find out if I am alive
In this endless nightmare, you already killed me once
But now I know I'll be free when I wake up
We escape through this gate
Pretending to overcome this fate
Floating through the space, I'll watch myself die another time
Floating through the space, I'll watch into myself
Floating through the space, I'll watch myself die another time
Floating through the space, I'll watch into myself
Did you know my soul is deep as a blackhole
I almost lost my humanity
And becoming half machine
While I’m leaving all I got for discovering
Realizing all I miss is in front of me
I just wanna dream and last for eternity
For eternity
We escape through this gate
Pretending to overcome this fate
Floating through the space, I'll watch myself die another time
Floating through the space, I'll watch into myself
Floating through the space, I'll watch myself die another time
Floating through the space, I'll watch into myself
In this endless nightmare, you already killed me once
But now I know I'll be free when I wake up
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Becko Rome, Italy
Rising from the ashes of post hardcore band Hopes Die Last, Italian multi-genre producer, musician and vocalist Marco Calanca created Becko as a solo project, uniting influences of EDM, Hip-Hop, Industrial and Emo-Rock.
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